thamnqueue 🙏✨ this is really nice for me to read rn, really apreciate it.

it was easy to read all the glazing and sweet compliments, but im pretty weird and i was not sure how to explain myself or respond to certain other comments.

i also have trauma related to being bullied by cishet guys and i was having unreasonable strong reactions to commemts that were saying they were from cishet guys. I want to believe in allies and i dont want to judge people but i am definately pretty damaged and messy and was scared of embaressing myself or being unhinged and making people hate me.