Indefensible. I wish the cruelest fate to befall him.

Playing God is on this album. Great song!

My provider switched my mood stabilizer a month or so ago, and it seems like I’m finally getting my moods under control. I’ve cleaned, cooked and started taking care of myself again. I was in a bit of a dark place for a few months, and it seems like I’ve emerged. I’m hopeful for once. Now I just need to lose the 10lbs that I put on during that time. CICO does work.

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WELL, IF ALIENS FROM SPACE, THEY WONT FIND ANY INTELLIGENT LIFE THERE.

Gold Jerry—gold!

Thank you so much for such a thoughtful response!

Maybe the best course of action here would be just to let her come to you if it's meant to be.

I think you are right. I would never want to jeopardize our friendship by confessing to her. She is her own person, and maybe one day she will surprise me in the best way, but I’m not counting on it.

In the end, our current relationship, as best friends, means so much to me that I could not bear losing her.

The responses have helped confirm to me that keeping this to myself is the best course of action.

Even though this does hurt, I’d rather feel this way than wish I did not irrevocably change our friendship.

Well, you are afraid of losing her. You know why a friendship ends so often after someone confesses their love? Usually it’s because the friendship wasn’t real. It was just a way of getting close enough to confess.

I think I’m leaning towards trying to let the feeling fade away. My life is better because she is a part of it. I’d never want to lose our friendship.

I’m so thankful for all of the replies.

Thank you so much for your responses. It feels so much better to let this out and have someone hear me. Maybe this is all I needed.

I know I shouldn’t change myself for someone else, but for her I’d do anything. Even if that anything means remaining her closest friend and that’s it.

Thanks for your reply. I wouldn’t dream of taking advantage of her in her current state. It was only yesterday that I went from actively listening to giving her my advice of what to do with her divorce. I don’t want her to feel like I was pushing for this so that I could come in and try to pick her up. That just feels gross to me.

I know I shouldn’t change myself to be with someone, but for her I’d do anything. She just means that much to me.

The crazy thing is, I don’t find any other woman to be attractive. Like, I’m just not into it. But with her, something feels different.

While I’d love to able to call her my gf or wife or whatever, I’m terrified of losing her altogether. I couldn’t live without her in my life in some way.

Deep down, I really don’t know how she feels. I’d rather have a one sided love than lose her as a friend.

I’m so afraid of losing her as a friend. I probably should just keep this to myself and hope the feelings fade away.

I certainly hope that I don’t have any toxic or damaging qualities. 😅

In the end I just want to see her happy, with or without me in that role.

This sucks.

She is in such a vulnerable place right now, I’d never forgive myself if I were to say anything now. She definitely has way too much on her plate emotionally.

I think I needed to get this off my chest more so than anything else, and I certainly cannot tell her this, not now.

I don’t think I ever will tell her.

How long until they deny name changes for all trans folks? Why is this ok?

Oh there are plenty of 20-30-something’s that are Jesus Karen’s. If you have ever worked retail in the US, you would no doubt have encountered one in the wild. They are terrible people, who deserve as much shit as they dish out.

True love. On the real though, I’m terrified of being rejected/ridiculed, so I just say that I’m done with dating when asked.

Why so hostile? Being a “complete sexual degenerate” has nothing to do with being gay. It seems that you have internalized homophobia. Seeking help to understand why you feel that way is a good first step.

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Chances are 100% that an abusive watch of porn, hentai, and early masturbation, as well as traumas of neglect and bullying, distorted me.

Hold up. Watching porn as a child does not somehow make people gay. You really should see a therapist who can help you navigate your sexuality.

Hey, here’s an idea: Fuck off