I really appreciate the kind words, man. I am fighting against the depression, it just feels crushing, sometimes. I appreciate that I can just air some of my problems out, in hopes that kind folks like you will offer support. I very much appreciate your sentiments.
Struggling to maintain my job
Recently started seeing a medication provider who's been treating me for what she believes to be bipolar type 2, so I've had the help of medication. But, damn. I've missed a week of work over the past three, I've lapsed on alcohol like 5 or 6 days, last month, and I've just been feeling hopeless. I don't want to lose my job, but actually getting to work has been laborious. I just want Winter over, already. It hasn't been a month, and I'm exhausted. /rant