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AllukaTheCutie7725

@ AllukaTheCutie7725 @lemmy.blahaj.zone

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Proud trans girl and HunterXHunter fan. I'm not new to Lemmy, backed the wrong instance when I first Joined Lemmy in the Reddit migration.

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    Got spammed with hateful DMs telling me to kill myself

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  • I'm weak and small, I was even without HRT. If I started a fight with someone, even someone average male strength and size, they could kill me easily and I would be powerless to stop them. Someone did try to kill me once actually, 3 months ago. He tried to strangle me because he thought I looked at his kids, he only let go of me because a woman saw him doing it and screamed. He droppped me and ran so quick I barely saw him running away. I don't know if he was caught. I know I still have nightmares about being strangled, while he yelled at me saying I'm a child molester, and his horrible breath which smelled of pasta sauce.

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    Got spammed with hateful DMs telling me to kill myself

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  • They were from somewhere else. I reported them and blocked the account.

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    Got spammed with hateful DMs telling me to kill myself

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  • I peed standing up. I had to go so bad. If I tried to go sitting down I would've peed myself. I thought the bathroom was empty and no one would notice but someone came in while I was peeing. I do take HRT and I've completely socially transitioned but even though I think I pass well people can still tell. I guess I don't pass that well. I don't think it's my voice, I've voice trained and my voice sounds fem enough that people on the phone can't tell. It has to be my appearance.

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  • I know but it's hard when everyone puts me down or even tries to hurt me. When I feel like I'm so utterly alone and even those who claim to care about me can only give me hollow reassurances about how everything will be alright but I know everything isn't going to be alright. Trump is in office. Ice is killing people. For all I know I'm next. Is that even possible? Maybe? I don't know. I wish I could stop crying. I need to stop crying. I can't stop crying, everything is just so horrible! 😭

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    Got spammed with hateful DMs telling me to kill myself

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  • It's not just them, it's everything now. When I walk down the street people stare at me like I'm some abomination. Mothers coax their kids to look away, they walk away. Like I'm scary. Like I'm disgusting. People sneer at me, people make fun of me. Some lady the other day called me a pig because my feet were facing the wrong way in the bathroom. When I went to the library the librarian called me sir constantly even when I asked to be called ma'am nicely. Librarian told me not to be rude and still called me sir. Shit sucks now. The world sucks. People suck. What's the point of being yourself if everyone hates you!

  • recommendation rule

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  • I love playing as a girl even more in real life than in the games.

  • Nearly half of Americans would be totally unwilling to date someone with opposing views on transgender rights

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  • It makes sense, how can one feel safe around a person who hates and sees other human beings as less than human? It's almost impossible to feel safe around a person like that.

  • egg⛏️irl

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  • I don't know what kind they are. I just bought some on Temu that looked comfortable and cute.

  • Rule Topic :3

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  • I'd totally buy it.

  • [Venting] What kind of dumbasses think we pretend to be trans??

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  • I'm sure that that person who did it to me is either a fascist or both. There's no way they could just be ignorant and not a fash with how much of an ass they were to me.

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    AllukaTheCutie7725 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Venting

    What kind of dumbasses think we pretend to be trans??

  • Hi everyone, just migrated from lemmy.world

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  • Not just my IP, I have this browser configured to not remember anything from this session at all, so when I close it there's no history of me going to blahaj.zone or any other searches I've made or pages I've visited.

  • egg⛏️irl

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  • A dress is way better than a skirt.

  • egg_irl

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  • I hate it, even though I have very thin body hair I'd rather not have it. Especially on my balls, shaft, and in my crack (butt hair is really annoying and uncomfortable).

  • sibling rule 🏳️‍⚧️

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  • Some days the thing that ultimately stops me is running out of hot water.

  • sibling rule 🏳️‍⚧️

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  • It was but I didn't much like being naked and seeing my naked body back then, gave dysphoria :(

  • rule

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  • When girls hang out together.

  • sibling rule 🏳️‍⚧️

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  • I do take slightly longer to wash my hair since it's long now, but that's not the real reason I spend much longer in the shower. The real reason is that it's warm and relaxing in there.

  • sibling rule 🏳️‍⚧️

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  • “They’re happier in general, like they were literally skipping with joy the other day”

    I personally relate to this so much. I'm literally so much happier since I transitioned. Life just feels happier and actually worth living for a change.

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    AllukaTheCutie7725 @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Hi everyone, just migrated from lemmy.world