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I put aside a quarter of my rent this week, as I'm determined to pay it myself.

But I need toilet paper and more money for food. I went shopping and got what I could, pork chops mostly, but it wasn't enough and will be gone soon.

I talked with my boss today that I can't keep killing myself like this. I can't afford to eat enough food to make up for my energy expenditure. My job is literally killing me, mentally and physically. I can't stop shedding weight, and that's while I'm putting on muscle, so I'm actually losing more in a way. I'm down to 139. I'm 5 10 and broad shouldered. That's way too light.

I've got job applications out and I've got in touch with some contacts that are going to look for me. I'm working to not even survive. I'm so tired. Like my soul is weary at this point.

I need to schedule therapy really badly but can't afford it. I need new work pants because I've lost so much weight mine are probably 5 inches too big in the waist. I don't even know

Honestly my financial situation has gone even more sideways and I might need more help soon, but here's the immediate need.

I've been out of work for mental health reasons for almost a week. I need to get to work tomorrow, I ride a bicycle, and I live right in the middle of Florida. Fortunately that means I'm actually probably insulated from real danger, but not on a bicycle. I'm scheduled at 4am but I was told to be safe and they'd rather me be late.

So that's the rub. 4 mile Uber ride at 4am. I think 25 is enough.

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Thank you!