Life Goes On

Been there, done that.

I wanted to step out at 21 and my now wife stopped me.

I got help through my doctor and it went completely different compared to the cartoonist.

They were of no help, i ran out of money so i couldn't look for a different psych who would better fit me. They basically ran me through their intake and the psych's supervisor decided to completely ignore everything i said. They then told me they could be of no help and our meetings would end.

I'm now 36, almost 37 and not a day goes by without me wishing i did step out at 21.

It's been a struggle without improvement and i know it will only get worse as i age and my body will wear down, the economy has been fucking me over and only shows signs of getting even worse.

There is no place for me here. Just make it stop.